*sigh* I can't take the Russian course, my school vetoed it. Fine. Great start to my great fucking day. Now I have to look up an English class to add to my Learning Agreement or I won't pass my fucking year. Perrrrfect. Might as well toss the extra course I bought just yesterday to help me study for my Russian exam.

An old time friend disappoints me ( Read more... )

Old

How is it you control me
Even long after you’re gone
Long after I told you
We would never be

How is it I still want you
Desire to feel your skin
So softly on mine
Long after I told you
To leave me the fuck alone

How is it you still love me
After all I’ve put you through
You drown me from your thoughts
And keep me from touching you

And yet all I think ( Read more... )

I'm feeling kinda down, both physically and mentally.

Physically, because this damn throat infection/cold won't go away and my host family tries to push me to go see a doctor and take antibiotics when I don't want to. I'd rather just ride it out and drink tons of tea. They won't/don't understand that.

Mentally, because I haven't had a real hug since ( Read more... )